Being Noopur

Hi, I am Noopur, 29, Single. Not alone. Well, with no offence to all the married people, singlehood sometimes feels like a blessing in disguise to me. I am sure you guys lead a very wonderful, happy & complete life, and I wish you much more happiness in life; but mine is also no less than a beautiful story. Somebody loving you must be a great feeling. A lot of times I have been asked - 'Are you single?' with so much pity. Let me tell you people, I am SINGLE - Not ALONE.  I am blessed with a loving family, doting parents, encouraging friends and a fulfilling job. Yes! The quote that best describes me is; 'I am perfect in my imperfections, happy in my pains, strong in my weaknesses and beautiful in my own ways. I am who I meant to be. I am my past, my present and who I want to be. I am not anyone, I am all three. I am work in progress, a destiny. I am who I choose to be.' I have my times of feeling bored, low, unwanted and not v...

Aaj phir kuch dil me khatak si hai... Sulajhi-unsulajhi kuch khayalon ki dastak si hai. kyun apno me apnapan gum sa lagta hai? kyun hazaron me bhi khud ko akela paati hun? kyun khali aasman me bhi kuch dhundh sa lagta hai? Chal padi hun jis raah pe wo badi anjaan si hai... Sahi-galat ka pata nahi mujhko... Dil aur dimaag me machi hui gamasaan si hai. Udate huye parindo se bhi mujhko to ab jalan hoti hai kisi par ye ilzaam nahi hai dosto... Ye Noopur to khud me hi khud ko pati aur fir khoti hai. Dil to uska bhi hai masoom hi, par dimaag deta rehta hai dakhal... Samjh Samjh ke bhi koi samjhe na usko... Dab ke baitha hai kisi kone me, nahi daalta ab kisi mamle me khalal. Aaj phir kuch dil me khatak si hai... Sulajhi-unsulajhi kuch khayalon ki dastak si hai. Noopur :)

I have come so far! Yet, miles to go before I sleep...miles to go before I sleep. Today I see myself as a different person. A lot has changed. A lot has transformed. A lot is being missed. A lot has been learnt. One thing which didn't change. I was a nomad, I still am a nomad. To be continued...